I called and talked with my Mom earlier this evening, and she suggested that I ought to take a day off from writing. While John and I were watching TV a short while ago, he suggested that doing so might not be so bad. The strange thing is, ...if I did take a day off, I would feel restless--as if I had left something important undone.
You see, writing this blog for me isn't about landing a job or trying to find new things to talk about every day; it's about diving into writing with both feet first and immersing myself in the creative endeavor--finding a voice, a cause, a thought--finding something that matters to me, and conveying that to anyone who is willing to take a moment out of their day to listen--or in this case, read.
Maybe it's only one person. Or maybe only two. But each day, I have a chance to put into words -something-. And if I weren't doing that, something important would be missing in my life.
So, Mom, John: while I appreciate the sentiment, this is one thing--for now--that I want to do. And maybe when I've proved to myself that I can do this for a year, I'll have found all the things I was looking for when I began this journey.
And maybe then...I can rest.
For now, though--it's a blog post a day. It keeps the restlessness away.
See you tomorrow, everyone!
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